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North, south

jm108 — Tue, 14 Apr 2009 23:13:52 +0000

In ancient times there were masters of the north
In ancient times there were masters of the south
Both reached immortality

The way of the south was sudden, hard at the beginning, but easy at the ending
The way of the north was gradual, easy at the beginning , but hard at the ending
but both achieved their goals

if i go north i must change my ways to suit the north
if i go south i must change my ways to suit the south
constantly further, constantly changing my nature
with each moment
never knowing constancy

But if south suits me I will go south
and if north suits me then I go north
So that which drives change does not
and if my nature drive the change in my direction
then it does not
and constancy is a good beginning

a metaphysical hypothesis

jm108 — Tue, 14 Apr 2009 22:56:16 +0000

That the construction of beings in our universe comprise of both a material object and a metaphysical spirit.

Emotions

jm108 — Tue, 14 Apr 2009 22:55:20 +0000

My emotions and how i feel

My emotions are anger,fear, and sadness
and they get in the way of how i feel

Compassion

jm108 — Tue, 14 Apr 2009 22:53:46 +0000

If existence is a river and it flows in a direction. It would make the most sense for that river to flow towards cooperation for the purposes of order. Compassion helps facilitate cooperation therefore being compassionate works within the order and therefore makes for the least resistance. hence it makes sense as a general rule.

A spiritual misconception

jm108 — Tue, 14 Apr 2009 17:51:38 +0000

The spirit is not trapped in a form it choses to express itself in that form.

Essence

jm108 — Tue, 14 Apr 2009 00:57:57 +0000

I’ve been pushing my essence to it’s breaking point. i can’t do it anymore i don’t have what i need to recharge.

Internal Alchemy

jm108 — Mon, 13 Apr 2009 20:59:03 +0000

ok so i guess i going to put this pretty simple. Internal alchemy is the process of stabilizing your psychic energy and in advantage stages extending your life. The first step is the consciousness. so i wrote some poems in regards to that. It’s a kind of common taoist thing to write poetry to explain something.

28years

28 years of conditioned states
marks of the beast
trained to behave

28 years of conditioned states
disappear in a moment of creativity
or an expression of the sincerity from the self

28 years of conditioned states
a cage constructed
binding our real selves

but without bondage how would we ever know freedom.

I was trying to express that during our life we acquire conditions which in tern dictate how we react to certain situation and from the acquire conditions we are locked into a destructive spiral but also if we never went through this process we would never really understand truly our own spiritual nature.

Pollution

The pollution i find
is a pollution of the heart
I see only the shallow
and feel not the expression
i despise all who come before me
as the reason why
yet i know I’m am wrong
and in that
i understand the crescent moon furnace
almost consumed by darkness with a sliver of light
from which all hope begins

It is in our worst that sometimes we find our best and that the first step of knowing something is finding out that you need to know or that you don’t have it, and then changing that.